Ok pplz... just getting warmed up tonight wit sumthin' simple.

Unfinished Circle Movements:

Good evening ev'rybody! And welcome to
darknessdweller's 2nd Random Questions Blog!

So pplz...

just ask a question.. anything ya like.. whether it be... Scientific, random, funny, sexual, or even if ur just looking for some useful (or useless) information!

Andddd, go.

Yo pplz! If you like me, are my friend, or wanna be my friend, plz do:

Add meh!

darknessdweller@hotmail.com

It was 9:00 at night. The room was dark, and my laptop was off.
Unfortunatety, I had to face humiliation and bullies, and tons of people either asking
me about my cuts, or laughing at me, and calling me an "emo" or a "nerd". Either
one would've worked for them. As I did not look nice at all, and I was a very
miserable person. A couple of hours earlier, out of complete anger from being
picked on at the swimming contest, I strangled an old stuffed animal that
I usually took my anger out on.

At the swim meet, everyone was laughing at my weak performance, tears of
embarassment running down my face as I tried to hide them by looking down.
I got my super tiny, dime size, a baby could do this, medal, and ran out.

Now, it was a few minutes later. Just as I was about to make the cut, I heard
someone coming up the stairs. So, I turned the light on, hid the knife, and opened
my journal pretending to write, trying to act natural as possible. My dad just
passed along, and I waited for him to leave the 2nd floor, so I could continue.
He left.

So, I took the knife out, turned the light off, and slashed myself twice this time,
not even caring if I cut too deep anyways. Why twice?
Because of the damn kids laughing at me at the swimming contest, as they did
at practice. AND because school was happening tommorow. AND I DIDN'T
WANNA GO!!! So then, I poured some salt on the cut to make it hurt even more,
and went to bed an hour later, thinking about ways to get out of going to school!
Some ideas running through my mind were running away, moving away and living
under an assumed name, OR.. suicide. I had decided the cuts were close enough
to suicide for the night, and I went to sleep after about 3 hours of my mind racing.

What would I do? Go to school and face the kids trying to beat me up, and calling
me an "emo fag", or jump out the window, and run
It looked like I had no choice.

--TO BE CONTINUED WHEN I FEEL LIKE TALKING MORE ABOUT SCHOOL AND LESS ABOUT MISERY AND PAIN--

Author's Note: Yes, this is a fictional work of writing, and I mainly make stories to express one of these two things:

Me and my pervyness.
Or
The misery and pain my dark life contains. <-- this story would be that one
AND GIMME A BREAK ON THE TITLE, OK!?!?!?!?!?!?!!?!!?

Yesh it is true, me friends!

I've been busy with mannnny various things including, but not limited to:

Math:
Studying for a test, T0NS of bookpages, study study study..

Science:
T0NS of various crappy stoopid quizzes on our notes we've had to take!
DAMMIT I HATE THOSE FUCKING QUIZZES!!
The teacher sez "Some of you think you just write down hte notes and it's over"...
WELL, I would LIKE for it to be over, as I have a horrible time taking those notes!

History:
Had a project. But I must admit, the project was kinda fun, and I got to be goofy while presenting! ;D
It reuqired little work, so it was fairly easy too! (groups of 4)

Reading:
Shit, shit and moar shit. We had to read long chapters, take lengthy tests, write full-page summaries on 2 different chapters...

English:
All easy. :)

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End of Term:
Marks closed today @ 1:45pm! So, we had to get alot of last minute shit in b4 report cards!
I really.. really dread to see what I'm gonna get in Math.

Computer Time:
Somedays, I had only 15 min to get online.. others I had 1 hours.. and still mayve 1 or 2 days I had 2+ hours! PLUS, a lack of interest in B/P'ing.. one day I didn't even deposit, and mayve 1 or 2 posts in one day. But, I was a little more interested in IM'ing friends from school, and playing video games(if any time) anyways.

Blog/Page Updates:
I've just made a new blog.. so, this should be good for awhile.. I'll also update my faves in a month or two.. CHECK OUT MAH SITE!!!

darknessdweller weekly:
Damn muthafucka... has it really been 2 whole months since I made one?? I'll get to it at some point in tiem.. mayve I'll make one Sunday?... Monday?...

My Site:
Here it is.
I make updates once every one to two months. So try checking back every 15 days! ;)

Level Up! Lounge:
To those of you who go thar, I am well aware of the fact that I haven't made a list in liek, weeks. Again, busy life.. no motivation. blah blah....

PLUS: Most of you bitches there treat me liek shit, why should I bother making one!? >:(

LOL LOL LOL:

Well folks, tommorow is Martin Luther King Jr. Day!!

And that gives me a long weekend. And a brake from all the work at school! OR AT LEAST IT WOULD HAVE IF IT WASN'T FOR ALL THIS FUCKING HOMEWORK!!!

Anyways, enjoy your long weekend, pplz!

does teh UK get this day off too?

FUCK YOU, THE WORLD, THE BBS, NEWGROUNDS, SHAPE DAY, PEOPLE, BLACKS, JEWS, AND.. EVERYTHING!!!

I SIMPLY CANNOT BELIEVE THERE ARE STILL FUCKING RETARDED BRAINLESS ASSMUNCHING DUMBSHITS HERE ON NG WHO STILL UNAWARE AFTER ALL THESE MONTHS THAT I, DARKNESSDWELLER, HAVE STOPPED SAYING "darknessdweller wuz here" MONTHS AGO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

IF YOU SAY "darknessdweller wuz here" SO MUCH AS 1 TIME... YOU GET A PERMABAN!!!!!!

TRY IT IF YOU DARE. SEE WHAT HAPPENS!!!

EDIT 1/6/08 5:41PM: Congratulations! You just destroyed someone else's hard work! This Flash has been blammed.

==THIS BLOG STAYS UP FOR A WEEK==

NOTE: I will find more and more videos as we move along during the week.

eLog

Angry Asian Parents:

Dexter's Laboratory Flashback:

MCCain VS. Obama: DANCE-OFF!

Crappy New Year!

Two reasons for crappy.

1.) Every year gets worse and worse! 2009, is just gonna be a year that's worse than 2008!
(ya might think. what can be worse than 2008?) Well, I'll tell ya. 2009!

2.) FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!! I fell asleep before the ball dropped!! SHIT FUCK DAMNIT!!
Of all nights for my sleep to catch up with me, it HAD to be last night!?!? THIS IS SO TOTALLY UNFAIR!!!!
*destroys everything in sight*

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaand....: